But still,
everyday is a TVfXQ day~
Woohootz...^____^
Heh a nice smiley adorable micky yoochun pic!
As i was telling kstruck laogong the other day, im suddenly seeing micky in a much different light..haha n he was like the last member on my ranking for like a few months? Oops...0.O heh must be because hes such a crybaby..so cute~
N of cos my ever gorgeous kim jaejoong..
(credits to: kstruckcafe)
I think i can never like anyone as much as him liao...:D
to *Jung Pil Kyo* !! <33
Heh despite my apparent obsession with DBSK on the rise recently (has it ever not been on the rise??) i din forget the birthday of the 2nd pretty boi on my k-list after ahn chil hyun. ^^
So here's wishing my dear hyesung a very happy 27th birthday! (Heh it seemed just like yesterday i just wished kangta happy 27th birthday too)
Strange how my exams are just around the corner n i still seem to be in a generally uplifted mood~ hee without any doubt, the biggest credits have to go to my 5 dbsk ulhjjangs!!
★♡~Dong bang shin ki zzang ~♥☆
Ahhh time always flies when im on clubbox, soompi n just blogging..i dun even have time to frequent utube anymore. Aish~
Heh so many things to do after my papers! (excluding fyp of cos)
Need to clear up my dbsk empire..that is really really MESSY..i dun even know what i have n dun have anymore..*blur* heh n i need to find my mkmf2005 clips too!
Dun think i will be taking korean3 anymore cos the course fees are really hefty n its really heartwrenching to part with my 300 bucks (after i paid 560 for the first 2 levels with my own $! >__<) so annyong~ heh but nah that is definitely not the end of my korean lang pursuits..mad ar..hw will i ever give up on korean..=p
Oki pics to satisfy my dbsk craving (they are too yummylicious)!
At the red carpet of the 51st asia pacific film ceremony on 24/11/06..
Yunho pulling all of them in for a Group hug at the Mnet MKMF on 25/11/06 after winning Best Artiste of the year..
Look at poor chunnie..he really broke my heart when he started tearing..ahh micky pls dun cry~~ :((
n the ultra sweet jaechun moment when jaejoong smiled n said something to yoochun before wiping his tears away for him..
Silly silly yoochun..u shld be smiling..
Im beyond words..
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Okok I just watched the clip when Suju won the best new group award, n they touched my heart once again when i saw eunhyuk, donghae n teukkie crying!! AwwwWWwwwwwwWw~~~
Eunhyuk was like tearing even before teukkie started his thankyou speech on behalf of suju..sigh if only junsu was there to give him a hug..=(
N my silly teukkie who seemed alright while he was doing his speech suddenly cried during hankyung's speech too..n i really mean 'cried'...=((
But no matter what,
its a really happy ending to an uneventful year for all 18 of them..
so i cant ask for more..
*grateful*
HAha ok i really really really shouldnt be blogging at this time..i shldnt even be online!! I am like so many chaps behind my mugging..aishhh.. dun care le i will pia ulper hard this week ba. For the record, i haven even finished my toxicology n haven even touched pharma! I think my bf already finished studying her notes at least one round le right? =p
Well anyway this post is to send my heartfelt congratulations to my 5 dearies for bagging 4 awards yesterday at the mnet MKMF2006!!! (they won the most awards ^^)
<3333333~~~
I cant say how PROUD n HAPPY i am of them..despite the fact that susu was sick n only joined the 4 of them later in the ceremony. Woootz~
They still looked perfect larh. HAha ok abit too early to sae cos i haven watched the clips yet but im SURE they will look perfect anyway~ heh..n it was kinda cute yesterday cos my dear natalie was being my mkmf live reporter! XD..heh my tvants din work for me so i gave up to study but natalie was game enuf to continue tryin to watch it live so she was like describing everything to me thru sms..hee~
N it was really good despite the fact that she wanted to throw her comp down the toilet bowl a few times (lol) cos too many pple were watching so the connection was pretty bad..i cant wait to watch them perform O! n also of jungsu oppa (teukkie) who cried cos suju won the best new group!
Haha ok they deserved it~ n dongbang deserved their 4 awards more than anything!!
Here's what they won:
Mobile popularity award
Mnet choice award
Best group artist award
And...
ARTIST OF THE YEAR!!!
Haha that is really a biggggg award can..
But it was a real pity they lost the best dance group award to SS501..i know i love SS501 too but in terms of dance, i still think Dongbang is much better than them..n i know alot of pple think so too even if they are not cassiopeians~ so kinda wasted lar. But im still super proud of them for winning not just 1, 2 or 3 but FOUR awards at one shot! ^^
Ok ok i think im gettin way too caught up in dongbang recently liao..lolz.
But i just wanna sae i cant think of anything else except them! =p
Ohh n they were great at the asia pacific film ceremony too..min's 漂亮姐姐 别生气 is the ultimate~ hurhur...lucky lucky ariel lin who got to hear that from him n to stand so near to all 5 of them!
Haha die natalie, mrs jung, mrs kim susu n the other HWAGs ( i dunno if they read my blog..), i cant concentrate on my mugging at all..:(
Pls get boojaejae away from my mind..(if that is ever possible..) heh..
Dong Bang Shin Gi member, Young Woong Jae Joong (20• real name: Kim Jae Joong) is currently involved in a paternity/DNA testing case.On the first of November, Mr. Han (49), who claims he is Young Woong Jae Joong’s biological father, filed a claim against Young Woong Jae Joong’s adoptive parents demanding that a paternity test be performed to prove that he is the biological father. The Dae Jun Court will begin taking in this case on the 29th of this month as reported by a news program aired on the 21st.Mr. Han claims that in the latter half of the 1980s, he divorced Young Woong Jae Joong’s biological mother and turned over all custodial rights to his son to her. He says it was just recently that he found out that his ex-wife had turned over custody of their son to non-relatives and that they had taken him in and raised him as their own and he wants a paternity test to prove his relation to his son.
Mr. Han stated, “I was obligated to file for the test after finding out that, not relatives, but a third party couple was raising my son” and, “These adoptive parents did not file any adoption paperwork, but filed papers claiming that my son was their biological son.”
An attorney commented, “Even if it is revealed that he really was adopted and that Mr. Han is the biological father, it will be difficult for Mr. Han to legally claim him as his own.” Additionally, “If action is to be taken on this case, there will be investigation into the adoption process that was taken , in addition to DNA testing for Young Woong Jae Joong.”
“Even if it is proven that his adoptive parents did not correctly file adoption papers, it will be very difficult for Mr. Han to try and legally claim Young Woong Jae Joong as his son because the adoptive couple can claim that it was necessary to fully bring Young Woong Jae Joong into their family.” The adoptive couple’s lawyer states that there is no problem on their behalf because it was necessary for them to claim Young Woong Jae Joong as their own to completely adopt him.
When Dong Bang Shin Gi fans got hold of this news, they couldn’t hide their worry and frustration. Fans commented, “He must be hurting so much.” “This must be so hard on you. Be strong.” And other statements such as “It’s so frustrating and sad that his private life is being scattered publicly just because he is a celebrity.”
Afterwards on the 22nd through SM Entertainment Youngwoong Jaejoong revealed "I found out i had birth parents who gave me the name Han Jaejoong a few years ago. My parents who raised me until now and my birth mother are in a good relationship i think the present is more important than the past. I want to be Kim Jaejoong and will continue to be Kim Jaejoong. I want both of my parents to be one family and love each other."
On the 21st right after the news of his paternity lawsuit was revealed, we spotted YoungWoong Jaejoong at the backstage of the KBS 'Korea-China Concert' waiting for his turn. He was fumbling with his cell phone and looked a little dark but had a little smile on his face. But in reality he is probrably holding in his tears.
20 year old YoungWoong Jaejoong wants to cry but he can't and went on a stage with fancy lighting. He had to wear fancy outfits and sing in front of thousands of people. He had to do the dance he had rehearsed with the other members. At these times a celebrity is fancy on the outside but inside its a sad job.
YoungWoong Jaejoong, Micky Yoochun and Junjin all have sad family histories but their situation is different. Micky Yoochun and Junjin revealed it themselves but YoungWoong Jaejoong's family history was revealed when the news of his paternity lawsuit was recieved by the media & press. He did not have the time to prepare for this kind of thing and it was revealed to the public in an instant.
Most netizens who read about Youngwoong Jaejoong's situation felt sad for him. Just because he is a celebrity, his private life cannot be protected. The family history he did not want the public to know about got revealed and this made the netizens feel more sad.
credits to: Soompi forums
His reply in the relay diary:
Hi, This is Yeong-woong Jaejoong.
Looking around, we can feel autumn,from beautifully tinged autumnal trees. It has already passed middle of autumn. ^^
Now, TVXQ has already had two months of promotion for the third album “O”-正.反.合.".
On the stages singing joyful songs, I could feel that your love has been even more deepened (than before),and I also want get closer to you.
Last week, in the Autumn Trip with you,I felt a kind of....easiness and composure of mind...
It was always we who prepared performances for fans.But last week, we were the audience,watching and enjoying your various performances,so my mind was contendedly full with happiness.
I preciously keep the happy moments in my mind:
the moment that you guys carefully listened to us when we talked,
the moment that you ate those side dishes which we(TVXQ members) gave out,
and also the moment that we took pictures altogether, sharing our feeling about the trip!
It was such a joyful time that I keep in mind. I hope to have a chance again with all of you! ^^
Yesterday, I thought about really many things all day long.
I have real parents,but it is a memory when I was young, so I didn't know any detail.
After I came to know my real mother,I kept in contact with her quite often,and my real parents and adoptive parents have had good relationship.
I don't know very well whether the lawsuit that my real father started is serious enought to lead to a trial,
but I am TVXQ's Kim Jae-joong at present, and hope to live as Kim Jae-joong in the future, too.
So I will be a good son for both of two parents,and I hope all of them have a good relationship.
The weather is very capricious. Get an injection so that you would not catch a cold,and please keep loving TVXQ album!!!
One more,you guys know that we also love "you are my miracle", the song you really love, don't you? *^^*
Credits: heroshock.net
Hiaks. One wave after another. I really think 2006 is a bad year for all the 5 of them.
*frustrated*
Well, i dunno what to say anymore. I know this aint as bad as the previous antifan incident with yunho, but this is jaejoong n his family's own private matter so i dun see why it had to be that public. And knowing jaejoong's character, he will be bound to keep everything within himself n appear strong to his fans.
Argh.
No matter its han jaejoong or kim jaejoong, the fact is he is still young woong jaejoong n forever will be. So i really hope he will not be affected badly by this. To the lousy biological father who apparently only wants jaejoong back after seeing his success (isnt it obvious?), pls leave him alone since u were the one who gave him up in the first place. To his adoptive parents, u dunno how grateful the fans are to both of u, for bringing him up the way he is n for treating him like your own son.
Lastly to jaejoong, i think the happy moments that u shared with mr n mrs kim, n ur 8 elder sisters throughout this 20 years is something that cant be faked, even though there might not be any blood relations. For it can only goes to show one thing, n that is everyone loves jaejoong from the bottom of their hearts~
Including me.
I really wish to give him a tight hug now, n tell him that everything will be alright.
Yunho, yoochun, junsu n changmin, pls do that for me. I know he loves the 4 of u more than anything in the world.
Luckily, there is one thing im really really very grateful for. I am glad that they broke the news to him privately a few years back cos the emotional stress would have been unconceivable if he knew it only thru the press.
Imagine that.
But it really made me so sad when i read that he cried for a day when he first knew it, n he cried again when the press released it the day before.
Darn the media.
I think today will be another blue day.
=(
mrs jung..im sad.
Boring~~
I know i did say that i welcome exams as a refreshing change from lab, but still..
[-____-]'''
*yawns*
Hmm just watched youngsaeng on x-man n i feel so indignant for him! luckily he got 6 stars for the star battle even though he only played the keyboard, or else i think he better not come back lor.
Stupid poll results..aish.
Im not saying that i think he should top the poll or wat, but this kind of topic is kinda sensitive mah..poor youngsaeng~ his feelings must have been hurt. :(
Its kinda strange albeit amusing how youngsaeng comes across as a very similar person in terms of character to jaejoong. (looks wise, i think its the hair that makes them similar) One thing for sure, both of them are extremely self-conscious pple who think they dun look good, or even inferior to their grp members. I guess youngsaeng is still alright, but joongie is really so unsure of himself sometimes that i just want to knock that silly fella on his head n tell him straight in his face: 'Hey U look PERFECT!!'
So in a way, im glad that it wasnt jaejoong who went on the poll cos i dowan anyone to add on to his burden. His first appearances on variety shows already werent exactly as well-met as i desired..i mean on x-man n taste vs taste it was still alright, but it was quite bad on heroine6 n across the mountains over the sea cos he had some parts cut off. Speaking of heroine6, i think changmin shld really refrain from playing 'catch the mice' lar. Aiyo..how can he hit his hyung that hard?!
I was shocked beyond words when he hit jaejoong with that amount of strength, only to hit yunho with less than 1/2 of that strength later. -__- N it wasnt jaejoong's fault that he din really do well in the 2nd game. Its his first time lor!!!!
Ok, i cant help but grumble slightly abt yunho. Mrs jung, y din ur hubby take care of his marshmallow..? so bad~ >__<
Back to mugging, n figuring out my mnet n daum.
Listening to: DBSK [Hey! Girl]
Feeling: Sick (bad cough) :(
I think i listened to this song like over 50 times by now. Heh its like my favourite song in their 3rd jib after [O.Jung.Ban.Hap] k. ^^ The first few lines by jaejoong n yoochun, n of cos the extremely high parts by jaejoong n changmin during the bridge are soooo nice!! I think this song is taking over my favourite song [Whatever they say] soon..lol. I absolutely adore boojae's adlibs n high notes..
Its beyond description lar.
*smile*
Hmm.
I wonder how my fyp is by now. I din even msg V nor did she try to contact me. -__-
N im still pretty pissed over her way of talking to pple.
Let me recount a story about 2 markers.
Once upon a time, there were 2 transparency markers, with one being fine n the other medium.
"This (the fine one) is not a proper marker, can you go n find a proper marker?"
*blur*
"So, what marker do u want?"
"There are so many markers in the lab, i am sure you can find one."
*getting pissed becos of the extremely qian bian tone*
Searched thru the entire lab.
Finally, handed her the other marker (medium).
N guess what?
She used it.
Duh.
Tell me, shld i box her or shld i just play along with her?
Argh.
Do i look like a slave to u? Its not i mind getting a marker, but i sure mind being treated like an idiot.
Thankew.
Watching: Eru feat Kim hyun joong [까만 안경] mv
Feeling: Extremely sian
Sigh. The thought din occur to me previously.
Could V stop me n G from having our exam study break afterall?
Darn it.
Eh pple still need to study one can.
*pissed*
hopefully our fears are uncalled for.
*prays hard*
Sigh..its really me n G's ill fortune to be under V!
Dunno what to say..
Think my whole hons year is destined to be a catastrophe.
Mark my words,
dun ever commit yourself to do something you have absolutely no interest in.
Arggghhhh..
i think V suits the role of the evil stepmother perfectly.
Gah. >____<
Heh a very ultra short entry cos i just want to say something i just found out! Ok if everyone already knows it, den just treat it im slow..lol.
If u trace out TVfXQ on your keyboard, it actually gives Cassiopeia!
A pic of the original Cassiopeia:
Heh its the one in the middle of the pic..cool right?! Haha..dbsk really chose a perfect name for their fanclub. Awww..
I am so pRoUd to be a caSSiopeiAn~~
♥동방신기 화이팅!!♡
Credits to wikipedia for the pic, n to jihye for teaching me how to type the hearts! :)
Listening to: My dbsk song folder
Watching: DBSK [Balloons] mv again
Eating: Lotte Chocopie
Feeling: Happy and content
Thinking of: Jaeho = pure cuteness
Heh. Mrs Jung, i cant help but say this again..i lOve jAehO!! ^^
Haha and i cant help but say another thing again..i LoVe [ballOOns]!! ^^
Lol. I really cant help but smile like a nutcase whenever i watch that mv. Its PERFECT lar. Its oozing cuteness like nobody's business. (haha ok i take that back cos its every cassiopeian's business..=p) Ok, pictures paint a 1000 words. So picture time!!
Haha my favourite scene in the whole mv!! which also marks the end of the mv in such a perfect manner..haha awww how can anyone not love boojae's expression?! its so precious k..XD its like boojae's tryin so hard to get the kid's attention but he just stares straight at the cam n ignores poor boojae. Heh so in the end boojae just gave up n made a face which is like so freakingly adorable. *squeals* Such a pretty face~~ aigoo..
DBSK is such a sparkle in my ever monotonous mundane life..
i just wanna say i lOooOve jaejoong, yunho, changmin, junsu n yoochun!!
Right down to every single thing about them..:D
Heh to speak the truth, they are the first boyband i adore every single member inside. Cos like even for h.o.t n shinhwa, there were 1 or 2 members that i tended to neglect sometimes. I mean i still like them, but they were never reason enuf for me to watch clips on them solo. N initially, i always thought that yoochun n yunho (sry mrs park n mrs jung!) werent exactly my cup of tea too. But thanks to jaejoong, now i love the 2 of them! HAha..yeah full credits to jaeho n jaechun~ luckily i already like junsu beforehand cos theres not much jaesu! Sad..lol..
So now every single member is enuf for me to watch a whole show on them..but of cos, among all the couple pairings, jaeho still reigns~
N no matter how my member ranking changes, the first position will never ever alter..
*loving my puffy marshmallow coat + hug from behind* <333
Watching: DBSK [품선] mv
Ok peeps, i know i was feeling real bad recently. But there are a couple of friends i wanna thank for trying to make me feel better..
First of all, angel.
Heh i think without her to keep me sane in the lab, i would have gone nuts by then. N of cos for all her mag + retail + kpop therapy.. thankew bf! u dont know how glad im to see u back in the lab..lol.
2nd, lingfang.
This wonderful laogong of mine tried to make me smile by smsing me lotsa sweet stuff especially the one about if i cry boojaejae would cry too..heh. N her who dare to sit on a potato riddle which i still haven found the answer to.. (more hints pls?^^) So here's a big *hug* n *kiss* for her =p..n all the hWAGS members!
3rd, huiye.
My mei who accompanied me on 2 consecutive nights to let me satisfy my craving for stingray, popiah n rojak..it really feels comfy to be with a friend whom u known for so long n u know u can just talk abt any crap thing..
4th, juline.
As i said before, my best khaki for anything. N as usual, she's my best phone pal as well..thanks for listening to me grumble so much (i always call her in the toilet when i sneaked out of the lab =p)..although she always interrupt me halfwae about her zara tablecloth dress..lol.
5th, natalie.
I dunno if u will be reading this, but thanks for the sweet sms too! She was the one who asked me to go n watch dbsk [balloons] mv which im doin right now..n yesh it really cheered me up considerably! So mrs jung, if u haven watched it, go watch it ya..=)
6th, piggy ling n piggy zw.
My 2 piggies for their concern for me..thanks dearies..i hope you all will jiayou too k! <33
[시아] 그 싸움에서 힘들고 지쳐 쓰러진대도
就算在斗争中负伤倒地
[영웅] 포기하지마
请你不要放弃
[영웅] 우리가 너의 곁을 지킬께
我们会守护在你身边
The very lines that made me feel much better at that moment..
But what i am feeling right now..
Or rather yesterday,
Is really b.a.d.
I really dun think that V likes me.
But at the same time,
i think the feeling is kinda mutual.
I am getting sick of lab.
PEriod.
Yesterday we almost argued.
She just cant get into that thick skull of her that there is something called work distribution n it saves much more time.
Similarly, she cant understand that there are people who do not dedicate every waking hour of their life to SCIENCE.
I have a life, thankew.
N i intend to continue having it.
If you dont, by all means, be in the lab 24-7.
It aint my business.
Oh well.
I think i would rather settle for a lousy fyp grade.
2nd lower suddenly seems much more likable than degrading my dignity.
"can u arrange the pipette tips?"
"can you help me write labels?"
"can you wash the glassware?"
"can you put back the glassware after it dries?"
"can you make LB broth?"
"can you call this person?"
For christ's sake, can i have a moment of peace just by sitting there?
Ok i concede defeat.
She's testing my patience to the max.
I think im in silent mode everytime in the lab.
Subdued.
I suddenly welcome the exams with open arms.
Cos that would give me an excuse not to be in the lab.
Like what i told angel yesterday,
i ran out of lab
just so i wouldnt have to see her face.
Feeling: Sleepy
Watching: [Death Note] anime on utube
Location: Lab4
Ok i was gone for longer than i expected. I am getting so nua nowadays that i cant really be bothered to blog anymore. Ohya i forgot about something.
Its kinda belated, but oh well better late than never right?
Happy birthday to Leonard and Sheeweng on 2nd nov~
& HAppy birthday to Raymond n Youngsaeng on 3rd nov~
Err just in case some pple may have queries how come i can rem some of the birthdays, credit it to friendster mail. =) My memory aint usually that good.. hmm just that 26 jan 1986, 6 feb 1986, 4 june 1986, 15 dec 1986 n 18 feb 1988 are stuck in my brains. Heh i swear my memory cache has a separate compartment labelled 'dbsk'. =p
Hmm ok, not that close to the first 3 pple i mentioned but the last one deserves special attention! Haha its my dear youngsaeng's birthdae..
Ok this pose kinda reminds me of jaejoong..the same forlorn look. Heh.
Credit to: http://fan.kichisu.org/hys/
Okie youngsaeng & friends! Heh i love this kind of casual pics where everyone is smiling..
For the uninitiated (to SS501), from left to right to back, its heo youngsaeng, kim hyun joong, kim hyung joon, kim kyu jong and park chung min.
So youngsaeng, saeng il chukkahae!! (sorry in lab now so cant type korean) mani saranghae~ <33 Hehz...
Ok back to my blog proper.
Ehh the main reason for my 2 week hiatus is actually because i was hmm just depressed lor. Fed up with my fyp, and i still cant help but harp on the fact that i really shouldnt be in my hons year. Its just not right LAR. But oh well, seems like my fervent prayers work and my fyp is finally seeing some light. Suddenly its like making such a big leap from fetal stage to toddler phase. -_-""
Heh ok whatever im gonna say now is going to sound silly to alot of pple but i dun really care. Its like i was in this really pathetic, dying state one night when i was grumbling again to my mum to let me quit sch (yes the thought really occurred to me n i think i asked my mum abt it for like 3, 4 times?) den well of cos she din agree so she scolded me, saying that i dun take things seriously blah..so i was so sad lar. I mean i know that if i was to quit now its super dumb but at the same time i know that i really loathe fyp n yr4 n honestly i felt like i was a flower that was withering away..i got til so sian of everything so when i came to lab (somemore angel wasnt in my lab n i was left with V, G and A) i just did whatever they said n din bother to argue cos i wasnt even thinking..
So i was just like a zombie, a puppet watever. It din help that i couldnt get my kremen out despite repeated attempts while everyone else was like alreade a few steps ahead of me. But of cos I din appear that i was really feeling hopeless when i was in sch cos i see no point in doing so. N although the prof din tell us straight in the face, it was obvious that he was worried also n it was as if he was always there, breathing down my neck. Furthermore, it was so suay that the few times he dropped by the lab i would be waiting during incubation time again n he always had this disapproving look on his face when he saw that i was using the comp.
So i reached the stage when i was on the verge of giving up n i really felt like just quitting school so i wun need to bother anymore. Since it was virtually impossible, in the end i turned to my dbsk again. For a few days, even looking at jaejoong din really help to cheer me up. Whole dae i was just in a dazed n sian mode. Until one night i was watching some clip n for the first time i saw the MV for [Free your mind] with chinese subs and there was this line in the song...
To be continued...